| Yesterday i was sitting in front of the TV, being harassed by my hyperactive border collie of doom, Ultra. She was trying to get outside for the first of many times of the day. However, I was captivated at how this disease has run rampant all over the country, as E! reports anyway.
Brittany Spears has a great new body, nice small ass and great abs.
Nicole Richie is dangerously thin, says "I know I'm too thin." she says, but at 90lbs is refusing help.
Various other red carpet women defend themselves, in tears, saying "There are sick people out there, but I'm not one of them."
Since when is the general public licensed to diagnose a very serious disease or know when someone is ok?
About three months ago i decided that i no longer wanted to weigh 130-140lbs, I was lumpy and pudgy. I was jealous of the girls who can tie themselves up in a mini skirt and a bandanna and not have any unsightly dough spilling out.
For my height and frame the only way to get to that point is to leave the world of triple digits or get as close to that as possible. Right now my goal is 115lbs with the ultimate goal of 100lbs anything below that won't be bad but I'm not going for a 'twiggy' look, just more of a dancer one.
I've told a few of my friends about this project, not one of them thought it was a good idea. I'm already skinny, they say, you don't want to look like a stick. Well... thats true, I'm not going for a pretty number on the scale, just a better body .
In fact i can't even discuss dieting or exercise at any length without someone suggesting that i may have a problem or upsetting someone has already reach their limit of weight loss (as much as they were willing to work for imo, but thats not my problem)
But where is the group of people like me who are only doing this for vanity?
where are the voices saying, "Um, I'm not sick, I'm choosing to do this.. it's my body, just like you choose to eat 5000 cal a day and wonder why you need to buy bigger clothes every year"
(I haven't bought anything new in nearly 2 years, when i do I'll be shopping smaller)
If for some reason i never get down to my goal weight.. it wouldn't really bother me.. it'll just determine this years style of swimsuit. The only thing that would bother me is getting so big that buying baggy pants is no longer a choice or i loose my neat ratios which took years to develop and maintain despite my college gain of 20lbs.
When did being fit become a balance between mental stability and insanity?
on a final note... i have two dogs, one a massive, fat and lazy Collie/German Shepard mix at 66lbs, . The other is a light and trim Border Collie at 26lbs. When i walk them perfect strangers ask me if i even feed my border collie, she is ribby when she's standing up.
Truth is she eats all the time, she also is moving her ass all the time unlike people who see being skinny as only varying levels of sickness instead of something that should be more the norm.
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